-يالله دوم الانفصال-

Trnnn *whatapp notification*

Bu jassim : 3zooz t3al shouf ur phone dazoulik message..

Me : yalla okay*unlocking my phone* OUFFF!! T3al t3al shouf!

Bu jassim : ha shtbe?!

Me : shouf mnu dazle message!

Bu jassim : mnu?!

Me : M bro's 

Bu jassim : shnu katblik?!

Me : dgeega *reading*

Bu jassim : ha shgal?

Me : ygoul 3la ayy asas thayef ekhti insta?

Bu jassim : yalla enb39::

Me : waaih shgoula al7een gayelik fashla! 

Bu jassim : zain 3yal goula ana mu thayfha

Me : la la yuba b7gra

Bu jassim : rd a7snlik!

Me : ohwa byy el shalaih elyoum khala9 ana aklma!

I didn't know what to do , ohh its all my fault i was a kid with no responsibilities i just wanna have Fun i knew inside that i'm doing the wrong thing...but now is the time to remove the childish behavior

So we went to the "dewaniya" 

Me : ha 3abood mita w9alt?

3abood : walla twni wa9el 

Me : mnu w9al b3ad?

3abood : hussain w omar

Me : zain zain y3ne klhum yaw!

3abood : Eeh

I saw her bro playing "kout" in the ground with the boys he even didn't look at me but i saw that hatred in his eyes

Me : salam!

Them : ya hala!

He even didn't talk..

I told the guys about the deep shit i'm in

3abood :*shocked* mn 9jik?! Yuba klma al7een

Me : shgoula tukfa walla mu 7lwa shfeek

Hussain : yuba 6af khla ywle shbswe b3ad ohwa maskeen ma ydre 3an ekhta

Me : hussain ent bay3 el dnya klha fa eglb wayhik!

Omar : shouf ent eskt w malk shghel e7na nklma

Me : la shnu ana aklma entaw malkum shghel!

Bu jassim entered...

Bu jassim : 3zooz t3al

Me : okay

Bu jassim : shouf tra ana klmta al7een ohwa mu m39eb 3ade ga3ed yklmne bs ena ygoul ena mu 7lwa el 7rka youthaq feek w y3zik tswe chthe

Me : huff okay nshouf sh9eer

Bu jassim : al7een ent ag3ad w malk shghel

Me : okay

So all of us swam in the sea.. He was there too we didn't spoke to each other he didn't look at me still...

We had fun but that problem in my head i couldn't stop thinking about it

At 8:00 pm 

We went back to the "dewaniya" he gave me that look i knew since that he wanna talk to me in private so i went outside

So we went outside and he started talking...

M bro : aziz?

Me : halla

M bro : lma a36eek el theqa w a3zik tswe chthe tukfa trthaha 3la ekhtik trtha al7een arou7 atheefha insta aw aklmha?

Me : la2 akeed

M bro : 3yal laish thayfha insta?

Oh seriously i'm in deep shit i hate when someone thinks bad things about me 

Me : madry walla w smou7a walla mu qa9de bs w enshalah mara7 tn3ad 

M bro : mmm okay bs shouf mara7 ansa el 7rka

Me : okay

So that day i was  ashamed of myself i hated myself not because of her that's for sure i felt disgusting facing him i wish he forgive me