Until my last breath...until my last day

I was completely shocked about what happened i didn't know what to do

So i went and read her tweets

" the truth hurts "

And many others so i went and asked her questions

" sorry for everything i was a jerk forgive me:'( & bye "

Dalia

" mnu? "

Me : a stupid person:'(

Dalia : who?

Me : are you mad?

Dalia : well idk:(

Me : sad?

Dalia : maybe

Me : disappointed?

Dalia : maybe:(

Me : why are You sad&Disappointed for?

Dalia : for the truth :')

Me : what is the truth?

Dalia : You know :(

Me : and how can i fix it:(?

Dalia : as you like :'(

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That day i was totally upset about what just happened ugh!! I loved her so much so was my true love o just don't know how i ruined it up! How could i fix it?

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I went and called 3moor

Me : aloo?!

3moor : halla

Me : ha shlonik?

3moor : tmam wnt?

Me : walla madry enzain abe n9ee7tik

3moor : ha shnu?

Me : dalia drat ene aklm "m" w ohma b nfs el mdrsa wna jad jad abee dalia bs mabe " m" shswe*upset*

3moor : oulaaa mu 7lwa el 7rka!

Me : 7aaail *disappointed*

3moor : shouf ent klmha w rath'ha b ay shay fhmlha enik t7bha w chthe w enshalah e6kh w dsh 3laiha

Me : madry shgoul *upset*

3moor : bs goul ele b galbik w khala9

Me : okay

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I went and send dm to someone-says to inform dalia

" i'm sorry for everything i was stupid i will fix it:'( "

Dalia was upset and disappointed and the truth completely hurts but iloved her so much she was on my mind 24/7 and still on my mind " and No matter what will happen i will never give up on her cuz i love her and always will love her no matter what difficulties we're dealing with she's my life and soul she stole my heart and kept with her forever "

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The sun rises above the hillcrest,

As does the joy of my heart;

Rays of warmth and love,

From her I will never depart.

Fresh dew upon the grass,

Young birds chirp in their nests;

I watch her gently sleep,

My love to her I silently profess.

I enjoy the stillness and calm,

Watching as she smiles and dreams;

She brings me to stillness and peace,

Like that of a slow flowing stream.

My heart and soul flow with love,

And I smile as I quietly reflect;

I’ve been handed a sweet princess,

A sweet princess to love and to protect.

A vow to myself I make,

As she quietly sleeps away;

To love and always cherish her,

Until my last breath... until my last day.

انساه لا مافيني

Days past and the love grow more and more

It was weekend 

*whatsapp group*

3abood : yalla shbab elyoum klna shalaih bdoun est'thna2!

Bu jassim  : ana byy wya ahle

Hussain : ana Bmr aziz w omar w byy

3abood : zain 

So we all went to the chalet 

Omar and i went with Hussain

We arrived the chalet...

Me : emshaw el dewaniya shklhum w9law

Omar&hussain : yalla

We went to the " dewaniya " and saw them

Me : ha 3abood 

3abood : halla 3zoz

Me : bu jassim! Ha shlonik?

Bu jassim : tmam wnt?

Me : tmam

Hussain : ha shnawyeen tswoun bs chthe ga3deen?

Bu jassim : emshaw khn ntmsha

Bro's : yalla okay

So we went and walked around the chalet's 

While walking..

*trnn*

Kik notification

I opened my phone and saw who?

It was a girl I didn't knew her 

Her : hey

Me : salam , mnu?

Her : ana wa7da wde at3raf 3laik 

Me : Mmm ensaiy 7ub

Her : laish

Me : bs

Her : mrtb6?

Me : yes

Her : shsmha?

Me : mara7 agoul

Her : bs awal 7arf

Me : M

Her : okay bs goule esmha

Me : ****** el*****

I was stupid i don't know what i said that

Anyways

She asked many question who old are You your fav color your hoppy and many

Me : which school?

Her : sms shcool

Me : ee shnu y3ne " sms"

Her : la ana mu sms ana qurtba school

Its funny what she did 

Me : okay

Her : do you know dalia?

Me : dalia al....

Her : yeah . What do you think about her

Me : madry she has a nice personality and i would like to meet her

Her : okay tra ana maknt wathqa feek w fa chthabt ana mu b qurtba ana bl surra w tra a3rf ur gf w hman dalia 

I was shocked..

To be continued...

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It was my best 11 month i couldn't ask for more happiness i was the happiest man ever i love The way you made me feel oh i felt so special at moment i thought it last forever but nothing last i know it goodbye forever , but here is something i would like to say

Please take care of Yourself wish my best don't get sad or something cuz i don't worth it i wanted it to last forever or to celebrate our first anniversary but thats how the life works we don't what happing tomorrow maybe things will get better maybe one day you'll forget me and live happily i won't give up cause my life isn't meant to be without You i love You so much takeCare w sorry for everything i did i know i wasn't perfect 

IloveYou

Forever&always

Hey Fuck the blog now! I'll write whats in my heart

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I do miss You so much a day without is hell i'd rather die than left alone i love You Remember that? I won't give up on you you're name is written in heart.... Nothing could let me Fall cuz i love you everything seems perfect with You i don't know if i'm a wrong choice or not , but please stay cuz nothin my life is so dark i love You i miss Our long texts our stories our call our jokes our fights our love i miss Us i know its my second or third day alone but its felt like Years i second without pass like an hour ur My only u didn't give Up once i won't give up this time if it took all my life i'll still wait cuz Ur the one Baby i miss Our many nicknames remember when get jealous about silly things remember when we tease each other everyday i miss that , i miss waking with a billion message From You and 15 miss calls i miss that... 

I still believe in us..

" can i be Yours & your mine forever "

Remember

FOREVER