Until my last breath...until my last day

I was completely shocked about what happened i didn't know what to do

So i went and read her tweets

" the truth hurts "

And many others so i went and asked her questions

" sorry for everything i was a jerk forgive me:'( & bye "

Dalia

" mnu? "

Me : a stupid person:'(

Dalia : who?

Me : are you mad?

Dalia : well idk:(

Me : sad?

Dalia : maybe

Me : disappointed?

Dalia : maybe:(

Me : why are You sad&Disappointed for?

Dalia : for the truth :')

Me : what is the truth?

Dalia : You know :(

Me : and how can i fix it:(?

Dalia : as you like :'(

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That day i was totally upset about what just happened ugh!! I loved her so much so was my true love o just don't know how i ruined it up! How could i fix it?

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I went and called 3moor

Me : aloo?!

3moor : halla

Me : ha shlonik?

3moor : tmam wnt?

Me : walla madry enzain abe n9ee7tik

3moor : ha shnu?

Me : dalia drat ene aklm "m" w ohma b nfs el mdrsa wna jad jad abee dalia bs mabe " m" shswe*upset*

3moor : oulaaa mu 7lwa el 7rka!

Me : 7aaail *disappointed*

3moor : shouf ent klmha w rath'ha b ay shay fhmlha enik t7bha w chthe w enshalah e6kh w dsh 3laiha

Me : madry shgoul *upset*

3moor : bs goul ele b galbik w khala9

Me : okay

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I went and send dm to someone-says to inform dalia

" i'm sorry for everything i was stupid i will fix it:'( "

Dalia was upset and disappointed and the truth completely hurts but iloved her so much she was on my mind 24/7 and still on my mind " and No matter what will happen i will never give up on her cuz i love her and always will love her no matter what difficulties we're dealing with she's my life and soul she stole my heart and kept with her forever "

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The sun rises above the hillcrest,

As does the joy of my heart;

Rays of warmth and love,

From her I will never depart.

Fresh dew upon the grass,

Young birds chirp in their nests;

I watch her gently sleep,

My love to her I silently profess.

I enjoy the stillness and calm,

Watching as she smiles and dreams;

She brings me to stillness and peace,

Like that of a slow flowing stream.

My heart and soul flow with love,

And I smile as I quietly reflect;

I’ve been handed a sweet princess,

A sweet princess to love and to protect.

A vow to myself I make,

As she quietly sleeps away;

To love and always cherish her,

Until my last breath... until my last day.

انساه لا مافيني

Days past and the love grow more and more

It was weekend 

*whatsapp group*

3abood : yalla shbab elyoum klna shalaih bdoun est'thna2!

Bu jassim  : ana byy wya ahle

Hussain : ana Bmr aziz w omar w byy

3abood : zain 

So we all went to the chalet 

Omar and i went with Hussain

We arrived the chalet...

Me : emshaw el dewaniya shklhum w9law

Omar&hussain : yalla

We went to the " dewaniya " and saw them

Me : ha 3abood 

3abood : halla 3zoz

Me : bu jassim! Ha shlonik?

Bu jassim : tmam wnt?

Me : tmam

Hussain : ha shnawyeen tswoun bs chthe ga3deen?

Bu jassim : emshaw khn ntmsha

Bro's : yalla okay

So we went and walked around the chalet's 

While walking..

*trnn*

Kik notification

I opened my phone and saw who?

It was a girl I didn't knew her 

Her : hey

Me : salam , mnu?

Her : ana wa7da wde at3raf 3laik 

Me : Mmm ensaiy 7ub

Her : laish

Me : bs

Her : mrtb6?

Me : yes

Her : shsmha?

Me : mara7 agoul

Her : bs awal 7arf

Me : M

Her : okay bs goule esmha

Me : ****** el*****

I was stupid i don't know what i said that

Anyways

She asked many question who old are You your fav color your hoppy and many

Me : which school?

Her : sms shcool

Me : ee shnu y3ne " sms"

Her : la ana mu sms ana qurtba school

Its funny what she did 

Me : okay

Her : do you know dalia?

Me : dalia al....

Her : yeah . What do you think about her

Me : madry she has a nice personality and i would like to meet her

Her : okay tra ana maknt wathqa feek w fa chthabt ana mu b qurtba ana bl surra w tra a3rf ur gf w hman dalia 

I was shocked..

To be continued...

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It was my best 11 month i couldn't ask for more happiness i was the happiest man ever i love The way you made me feel oh i felt so special at moment i thought it last forever but nothing last i know it goodbye forever , but here is something i would like to say

Please take care of Yourself wish my best don't get sad or something cuz i don't worth it i wanted it to last forever or to celebrate our first anniversary but thats how the life works we don't what happing tomorrow maybe things will get better maybe one day you'll forget me and live happily i won't give up cause my life isn't meant to be without You i love You so much takeCare w sorry for everything i did i know i wasn't perfect 

IloveYou

Forever&always

Hey Fuck the blog now! I'll write whats in my heart

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I do miss You so much a day without is hell i'd rather die than left alone i love You Remember that? I won't give up on you you're name is written in heart.... Nothing could let me Fall cuz i love you everything seems perfect with You i don't know if i'm a wrong choice or not , but please stay cuz nothin my life is so dark i love You i miss Our long texts our stories our call our jokes our fights our love i miss Us i know its my second or third day alone but its felt like Years i second without pass like an hour ur My only u didn't give Up once i won't give up this time if it took all my life i'll still wait cuz Ur the one Baby i miss Our many nicknames remember when get jealous about silly things remember when we tease each other everyday i miss that , i miss waking with a billion message From You and 15 miss calls i miss that... 

I still believe in us..

" can i be Yours & your mine forever "

Remember

FOREVER

قررت اموت بحبك

I arrived home kissed my mom and dad and ate lunch 

Dad : ha shlon el mdrsa?

Me : tmam

Mom : ha 3ndik worksheet bacher?

Me : ee math

Mom : shid 7ailek edrsla 

Me : ee enshalah , tra 3nde match elyoum okay?

Mom : okay m3a mnu?

Me : kazma

Mom : yalla okay

So i done eating and started studying for a while

And went to my family

Me : sahal el math kila 2 chapters khn albs now 3la ma eyy el bus w ywdeena nadi kazma

Mom : yalla zain abe full mark ha?

Me : enshalah

I opened my phone and read her tweet 

I started saying to myself

She took my heart i swear i love her ugh i wanna meet her

* horn *

Me : yalla el bus w9al yalla bye

Dad&mom : bye fouz ha?

Me : enshalah

dad&mom : zain

So i went and sat in the bus

20 min we arrived the club

The coach came...

Coach : abeekum tfouzon elyoum ha? Tra ma3ndhum shay bs ena ohma 3ndhum khbra akthar mnkum la2na 9arlhum fatra yl3boun wya b3ath

Team mates : enshalah coach

Coach : w yalla la tkhafoun w abe 9rakh bl mal3ab

Team mates : enshalah

We exercised for 30 min then the match started

And oh yeah i play volleyball

The first half ended 25-23 to kazma

The second half ended 25-22 to us

The 3rd and 4th half ended to them

23-25 18-25

And kazma won

I wasn't having that much training cuz my family didn't agree 

Coach : aziz abeek tshid 7ailek 3shan el dawre ent ele nag9na ana bklm ubouk 3shan yrtha tyy el nadi w ttmran lazm bs shid 7ailek bl drasa 3shan yrtha ubouk

Me : enshalah coach

I went back to the bus and back home

8 pm

I went and lay in the bed

I was totally  exhausted

So i opened my phone and asked dalia

" Goodnight yal perfect "

Dalia

" goodnight <3 "

And slept..

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انت ياساكن قلبي اسمح لعيش بقلبك...

قربك ترى يحيني... وصوتك انايهديني

...وبعدك ترى يبكيني...لاتغيب عني وربك

...بنسى معاك همومي واسهرواخلي نومي

...واعيش وقتي ويومي...كله وانا بجبك

...قربك ترى يحيني ...وصوتك انا يهديني

...وبعدك ترى يكبيني لاتغيب عني وربك

...مثلك انا مالاقي يصعب عليك فراقي 

...صادق انا باشوقي ...لوتكذب اعشق كذبك

انا عشقتك عشق وصلني الى حد الهيام

So i arrived home took my bag and laid down..

I took my phone and asked dalia

" Gn;* yal jameela have a nice day at school <3 "

Dalia

" Gn , you too;) "

From that day then everything was perfect 

I went to bed and slept

6:30 am

*knocking the door"

Bro : aziz yalla goum bnrou7 el mdrsa

Me : *sleepy voice* yalla okay

So i went washed my face and wore my school uniform , ate breakfast and went to the car

Kik notification

M : goodmorning

Me : goodmorning 

M : bl6reej ent?

Me : la w9alt el mdrsa i g2g 

M : okay

So we arrived the school and throw my bag and went to the football court 

Me : salam

3abood : halla

Me : bgoulik shay?

3abood : shnu?

Me : ma mlait mne? Ana mlait mnik ashoufik klyoum bl mdrsa w bl shalaih wyay n3am felha *laughing*

3abood : *laughing* ee walla wna mlait mnik

Me : jad y3ne 9 years wyak shnu akthar b3ad zain btflha hal sna w btrou7 america tnthber hnak 5 sneen

3abood : ee aftak mn wayhik *laughing*

Me : la 3ad ra7 nolah 3laik yalla klha chm sna wtrd muhands enshalah

3abood : wna b3ad walla! Enshalah ameen

Me : shlon bdawem brou7e sna el yaya t3wadt wyak mn grade 1 wnt wyay

3abood : *laughing* 3ade 3ade a9lan wanasa tjabel el teachers el khra ele hnee

Me : ee 7aaaail 3ade

3abood* laughing*

Me : yalla brou7 el class ana

3abood : yalla ana b3ad

Me : zain

So we went to our classes i had the worst period ever! Arabic

Mr : 6la3 el dftar wl ktab

so i took them out and he started writting so i wrote after him

Me : walla mthla el highschool ya zeen middle school al7een 3laihum break w7na nktb

Sa3ood : eeh 7aaaail

me : walla w 3laina arabic now

Sa3ood : ee wayed yaktb!

Me : 7aaaail abe a6la3 zhagt

Sa3ood : ee yalla e6la3

Me : may6l3ne el zeft ydre ene mara7 ared 79ta

S3ood : *laughing* agoul shlon elshalaih?

Me : zain

S3ood : ha btrou7 el nadi elyoum?

Me : ee brou7 asasan 3laina match

S3ood : m3a?

Me : kazma

S3ood : ee aqwya

Me : ee 7aaail bs mayfozoun

S3ood : ee la tkhlounhum

Me : akeed

Arabic period finished

Me : shnu 3laina al7een?

S3ood : English

Me : lazm akhyas Periods wra b3ath

S3ood : ee walla agoulik emsh wyay el edara bklm ele hnak

Me : yalla

s3ood : emsh

We arrived to the admin

S3ood : emsh khn ng3ad 3nd el principal 

Me : ee ent was6at 3ade mayswounlik shay

S3ood : *laughing*

We went to the principal office we had a conversation with him for an hour

S3ood : yalla bnmshe al7een break

Pricipal : okay

Me : shft el camerat hatha walla maku shghel bs yjabel el camerat

S3ood : 7aaaail

Me : walla m3thbna

S3ood : *laughing*

So we went out for a break then back to the class

We had a rough day kila periods maleeqa

Me :Yalla al7een the bell rang

S3ood : eeh yalla 6wal elyoum

Me : 7aaail!

Suddenly the bell rang i took and went to the car and slept

القوي الله وحبي لك قوي

Days past and we started knowing each other more and more i was still talking to " M " but my heart belongs to her so let me introduce her to You

Her name is Dalia her english is perfect her personality is amazing 

I was afraid to talk to her or do a move 

Because i was still with M but i loved dalia 

Everyday she receive an ask from me 

" Gm yal jameela have a nice day in school <3 "

Dalia : " goodmorning;* you too xo " 

We're meant to be even though we didn't share anything..

I still remember that days everytime i asked her she tweets 

" CUTEEEEE " 

We loved each other everything was just perfect 

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So the next day in chalet

M wasn't there

1 pm

Bu jassim : emsh starbucks 

Me : yalla okay

So i wear my clothes

Bu jassim : yalla na6rik bara!

Me : okay

I took my wallet and my phone 

On the way to starbucks i unlock my phone and asked dalia 

" goodming yal jameela <3 "

Dalia : goodmorning <3 ;$

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She was on mind like 24/7

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So after 10 min we arrived Starbucks

Me : ha bu jassim shtbe?

Bu jassim : caramel frapp extra caramel 3 times up and down 

Me : zain nfse 3yal 

Bu jassim : ee nafsik

Me : yalla okay

So we ordered and sat 

Suddenly m showed up 

Me : shouf hathe m ? Galtle mara7 tyy el shalaih

Bu jassim : yuba 3ade 6af gayelik mn zman 3laiha suwalef

Me : ee adry mu hamtne 

Bu jassim : ee zain tswe

Me : ee 

She entered starbucks i saw me and didn't care 

Me : yalla yalla emsh

Bu jassim : okay 

So we went back to the chalet 

Me : shbab mita n7der?

Bro's : 3 pm

Me : zain y3ne b3ad sa3a

Bro's : eeh

Me : zain 3yal b7i6 aghrathe

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So i pack my stuff and laid on the coach i opened my phone and started reading dalia's tweets

Ugh i wanted to talk to her but i couldn't m was ruining it all i didn't want to talk to her and talk to m at the same time i must do something 

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*back to reality*

3abood : yalla bnmshe!

Bro's : yalla okay

So we put our bags in the car and went back home 

W lazm 6oul el6reej mutref;p

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بس قول أبغى وأنا أقول حاضر

إنت الوحيد اللي كلامك أوامر

خاطـرك عنّدي تـرى مو مثل غيرك

خاطرك يسوى ترى مليون خاطر

القوي الله وحبي لك قوي

شوف إيش أعمل اذا تطلبني شي

ينشغل بالي وأدور لك عليه

وعيني ما تغمض ولا حتى شوي

تهمني طبعا حبيبي تهمني

انت بس اللي بعمري هزني

انت من حقك إذا تامر علي

وآنا من حقي أبيك تحبني

قالوا ترا

Hey sorry for not posting early

Them : matshouf laish lfait 3laina*shouting*

Bu jassim : 7shtik? Feek shay al7een? Mafeek shay shfeek dash b qwa

Them : shouf ent a9ghar mne mabe amid eyde 3laik w la t3eedha mra thanya la tshouf shay mashfta

Bu jassim : a9lan matgdr tjeesne w kaife ana ele bd3am ana ele bmout

Me : ma3laikum mna ana aklma khala9 enshalah bs emshaw al7een manbe mshakel

Bu jassim : 3zooz malk shghel  maygdr yswe shay

Me : khala9 mu nag9een mshakl mu kl ma nyy el shalaih lazm salfa

Them : t3al t3al mnu maygdr ysweelk shay?

Bu jassim : ee matgdr tsweele shay

Them : e7trm nafsik la walla adfnik hnee!!!

Suddenly my friends came

Nzlaw mn syara 9rna klna 14 w ohma 5 

Hussain : halla sh9ayer shfeek ukhouy?

Them : 9a7bkum laf 3laiy bl blshar3

Hussain : okay wnt shtbe mna al7een?

Them : bs la y3eedha la akhleeh yz3al

Hussain : khala9 mara7 y3eedha

Bu jassim : mnu yz3al 7beebi? Walla akhleek tred 7ag omk tbche w 3la fkra kl 6air fouga 6air

Them : sktaw 9a7bkum la al3an khaira al7een!

Hussain : khala9 ent emsh w e7gra 3shan mat9eer mshakl w a7snlik walla 

Them : khal yt2saf awal

Bro's : laish yt2saf?

Them : khal yt2saf

Bro's. : la mara7 yt2saf w yalla twakal!

So 6walt el salfa lma ohwa 7ass nfsa ena ma3nda salfa w msha XD so we went back to the chalet 

me : emsh omar khn ntmsha

Omar : yalla 

Me : ana na6rik bara ha?

Omar : okay

So we walked alone beside the beach

Me : agoulik omar?

Omar : halla

Me : abe n9ee7tik

Omar : b shnu?

Me : shouf ana 9arle chum youm mt3lg b wa7da bs mat3rfne bs as2lha b ask w 9ij 9ij khthat galbi faj2a 7bait'ha w " M " ana a3rf ekhwanha w adry enha tklm ghaire w ana mabe mshakl b3ad wya ekhwanha y3zoune fashla

Omar : shouf hathe ele b ask kml wyaha lma t3rfik w klmha w " m " 7awl enik tfech 3nha shuwaiy

Me : enshalah wnt sh9ar wyak m3a fatma?

Omar : ma9ar shay omha 6a7at 3laiha bs edsh tklmni mn wakt laih wakt bs lail7een a7bha w abeeha w mara7 a7ib ghair'ha w enshalah klha chum youm wnred

Me : enshalah zain khalkum wya b3ath la tkhsr'ha

Omar : akeed enshalah

So we laid beside the beach and i open twitter and read her tweets i read all her tweets then went of and asked her many question i asked her that one question who made my day

" esloubich w akhlaqich w jmalich kills me  <3 "

She answred back

" thankyou ;$ please mnu?? "

I was so happy so i went and asked her 

 

" someone who just followed you in insta "

" ee mnu? Ur acc? " 

It was not her personal acc in insta

" A** "

She didn't answer 

*back to reality*

Me : omar yalla rdaina el shalaih

Omar : yalla okay

Me : yalla agoul 7e6 aghane 

So he played " قالوا ترا "

Me : alaaahh a7la mzaaaj now!

Omar : 7aaaill

Me : walla maku 3la 9out mu6ref

Omar : ee mashalah

So we arrived the chalet

I checked my phone

Insta : **** want to follow you 

So i accepted her i was happy i dont know why but i was

And yeah she followed me back in twitter also 

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The moment i saw her i saw love 

The moment i talked to her i felt love

The moment the answered back i saw my life with her

She was the one

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قالوا ترى مالك أمل في قربها لو يوم

أبعد وجنب دربها وهذا هو المقسوم

قلت اتركوني واسكتوا خلوا العتب واللوم

قدني غرقت في بحرها ولا عاد يفيد العوم

قالوا تروا في حبها ويل وأسى وهموم

قلت إن قتلني حبها حسبي تقول مرحوم

قالوا لي أنسى ذكرها منت بها ملزوم

قلت ابشروا يا عاذلين بنسى لذيذ النوم

قالوا بتلقى غيرها واترك هواها اليوم

قلت العفو يا حاسدين ما أبدل قمر بنجوم

قالوا لي لغيرك حبها. قلت الجواب مفهوم

دام إنها متهنية شلون أصير محروم

بقضي الليالي انتظر صابر على المقسوم

متعلقٍ بطرف الأمل يمكن يجيني نوم .....

قررت اموت بحبك

Hey sorry for not posting i was busy

Bu jassim : ha bacher shalaih?

Me : fouga! Bs shouf shgoloun?

Omar : wyakum!

3aboood : w ana byy 

Hussain : ana akeed

Bu jassim : zain yalla 2 pm nmshe

Bro's : okay!

So we all gathered in on place and went

6ab3an fa9leen el shbab:)

Omar : shfeek 3zooz?

Me :*thinking*

Omar : 3ziz?

Me : ha halla?

Omar : shfeek?

Me : mafeene shay

Omar : shfeek mtn7 mu 3adtik el 3ada ent aktbar wa7ed fa9el?

Me : *laughing* eeh madry shfeene

Omar : shfeek?

Me : ga3ed afkr

Omar : b shnu?

Me : walla madry shswe rdait 7ag " M" bs walla mabeeha madry madry laish w al7een fee wa7da jad dshat b bali madry shlon faj2a 7bait'ha

Omar : damik mu mrta7 lha w matbeeha w t7ib wa7da thanya rou7 klmha

Me : ee bs mane 3arf aftak mnha 

Omar : goulha el9ij

Me : la ma2gdr la2na 6l3at wyaha bnfs el mdrsa ma2gdr agoul akhaf t9eer mshakl

Omar : waih kaifek sw ele tbee

Me : hatha ele b9eer

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So i went and asked her some question

1 - how old are You?

2 - fav food?

3 - fav color

4 - fav singer

So i knew everything about her fav food is pasta fav color tiffany blue fav singer justin beiber and many

I have all her social media's acc

I didn't text her cause i'm stuck with " M " and that i she didn't know me yet

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So we arrived the chalet at 2:30 pm

Me : khala9 al7een maku pool aw ba7ar dsh el shita

Bu jassim : ee 7safa akhr mra esbou3 ele 6af

Me : bs walla a7la walla el muhm tro7oun kashta elyoum?

Hussain : yalla 

3abood : la shnu shfeekum ana mane raye7 

Bu jassim : ana brou7 wnt khalik 3abood ee eg3ad hnee wya el bnat ele mstans 3laihum!

Me : *laughing*

Omar :*laughing* ee manbe yahal wyana e7na bnrou7

Me : zain 3yal elyoum 12 am e7na hnak ana byeeb el f7am w kl shay bs yeebo hamburgers w kitha

They : okay!

Husaain : emshaw khn ntmsha now!

Bro's : okay

While we were walking " m " came

Hussain : 3zooz kahe shoufha

Me : aha eeh

I didn't look at her but she was staring at me..

Bro's  : sh9ar wyak?

Me : madry shswe

Hussain : ana agoul 36ne eyaha w eftak *laughing* 

Me : ya 7maar tra n3rf ekhwanha

Hussain : ee shs3wa hamne*laughing*

Me : adry adry mu hamek shay

Bu jassim : emshaw macdonald's

Omar : rou7 brou7ik

Bu jassim : chub chub 3zooz t3al wyay

Me : yalla emsh

It was 6 pm

Bu jassim : ha tbe nt7rash bl nass

Me : khu enta la3n om el nass ma boga a7ad ma t7rasht feeh chan zain 3la youm tn6ag

Bu jassim : 3aib an6ag

Me : *laughing* ee 9aa77

So there was a car full of boys so he went beside w " sh6afhum" 

Bu jassim : sheft shswait feehum *laughing*

Me : maynoun walla *laughing* 

Bu jassim : a7san*laughing*

Suddenly they came and followed us to macdonald's

Me : hey tra la7geena?

Bu jassim : la walla?!

Me : walla

Bu jassim : okay b6l hne tlga knife w wra ra7 tlga ring w pepper spraiy ekhtha wyak

Me : okay

Bu jassim : w dg 3laihum khal eyoun

Me : okay

calling 

Me : 7asoon t3al mac fee nass la7geena w dg 3laihum klhum!

Hussain : okay yalla al7een yay!!!

So after 10 min the guys came to us we were alone just me and bu jassim 

الذهب يبقى ذهب و الحلى تبقى حلى

Please if u didn't understand the story dm and i'll answer it in a tweet so all of you know share ur advices please!

So i searched for her acc in twitter and yeah guess what i found it 

I followed her in twitter

She's popular and i yeah many guys went after her 

I read some of her tweets 

Oh i was amazed in her english

So i went and asked her

I still like your english <3_<3

She was not interested so she answered back normally 

ThankYou XP

I asked her many question 

I like ur personality;* keep it this way!!

" aww thankYou So much <3 "

I loved her english i loved the way she answers back i felt free with her we didn't know each other yet but, i knew every single thing of her knew whether she's sad or happy or where do she went we had our own communication

I told her everything that was in my heart just three question made my crazy i loved her!

*back to life*

I was doing my everyday routine "playing fifa" 

Then..

Trnnn *kik notification*

I checked out my phone and guess who? It was her " M " 

M : aziz?

Me : huff shtbi hath?!

Omar : mnu?

Me : M 

Omar : rd shouf shtbi

Me : okay

opened kik 

Me : hala?

M : aziz abeek tklmni ekhwani maydroun 3na 3ade w ana 7a6a pass 7ag el kik w enta sw new anonymous acc wklmne feeh please

Me : *thinking*

I didn't know what to do so i asked omar

Me : omar?

Omar : halla?

Me : tbeene ardlha w aswe fake acc w aklmha feeh?

Omar : Mmm klmha bs deerbalik w 3ade y3ne ehya wyana bl shalaih w chthe fa klmha al7een w bl weekend la tklmha shoufha bl shalaih

Me : y3ne aklmha?

Omar : ee klmha

Me : okay bs madry ekhwanha shfeek?

Omar : 3ade yuba allah w ekhwanha

Me : yalla okay

So i went and opened the chat 

Me : okay

M : hey zain! Mashkour

Me : Nn

I was uncomfortable of the idea of getting back to her but i did i'm reckless 

Although i didn't wanna get back i even didn't thought about her i loved the New girl  

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ذهب ذهب معدنكـ في عيني و يا عز الطلب

معدنكـ يغنيني في هذا الكون عن كسب الحلي

لو يزعل العالم بتبقى في نظر عيني ذهب

يوم المعادن مصلحت لايام تطليها طلي

غلاكـ نقش السومري اللي وسط قلبي انكتب

كل ما خفق قلبي يطيرلكـ حمام (ن) بابلي 

و اذا سلوني الناس عن حبكأ اقول بلا سبب

ماهو ضروري أقنع العالم بشي جازلي 

يا اللي تنام بمقلة عيوني و غطاكـ الهدب

رمشي غطاك و فرش هارون الرشيد المُخملي 

و إحساس قلبي أبجر الشداد في حبكـ هذب

كصم صخر (ن) جابهـ الوادي و حدر من عُلي

و انا عليكـ اغار و ان حركـ طرف ثوبكـ مهب

و اغار من كف الهوا لا شال عطركـ و إنت لي

يا اصدق من عيوني اذا هالكون بعيوني كذب

يا مبتدا يا منتهى يا اخري يا اولي

احتاجلكـ حاجة شتا جسمي على شب الحطب

و أحتاجلكـ حاجة بدو لنجم ضاعو رُحلي

يا كل حاجاتي بهذا الكون أنا عندي طلب

ما أملككـ لكن تعطيني عهد تُبقى إلي

يا صوتكـ اللي بداخلي في حسبة أشواقي لعب

لبيهـ يا بحة حبال الشوق يا مشتاقلي

و اذا جبرني الوقت في حبكـ انا اختار الصعب

لن الذهب يبقى ذهب و لن الحُلي تُبقى حُلي

هي ليله عمر

Hello!

Before i forget please read that blog its so amazing the best i read so far!

Teenage-dreamZzx.blogspot.com

Me : hathe mnu?

Sa3ood : madry ymkn rfeejt'ha

Me : ymkn

My heart was beating so fast i loved her the moment i saw her.. I read all of her questions her English was just amazing she The one!

So i asked her a question

Your knowledge in english is perfect i love the way u talk to people :) /nice

I was just waiting for her answer..

That day 29.10  a beautiful girl stole my heart how did you stole my heart so fast beautiful? 

She took all the time i had i was insane in her i didn't knew a thing about her but PEOPLE!! were meant To be <3

*back to s3ood*

S3ood : shfeek mtn7 shtfker feeh? *laughing* 

Me : ha? La bs ga3ed afkr

S3ood : b mnu akeed ehya*wink*

Me : agoul chub!

S3ood : *laughing*

Trnn *ask notification*

I opened my phone and clicked ask!

She answered me! I was so excited!

" haha thankYou so much<3 "

I know its just a simple answer but to me it meant a lot i thought about her like 24/7 i actually forgotten "m" she was history to me!

*back to him*

Me : sa3ood al7een bmshe!

S3ood : laish? 

Me : bs mlait mnik*laughing*

S3ood : la walla?! Yalla bara bara!

Me : t6rdni mn baitna*lauging*?!

S3ood : hey shnu baitkum?!

Me : chub la tbche yalla bmshe jad

S3ood : yalla okay!

Me : yalla tet ethlef*laughing*

S3ood : e6la3 bara!

Me : enshalah 3ame*laughing*

So i went home laid in the bed and searched for her acc in twitter..

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ليله لو باقي ليله بعمري ابيه اليله وسهر في ليلة عيونك هي ليلة عمر

يالله يالله يالله وشكثر انتي جميله .. يالله يالله يالله شكثر انا احب

احلم احلم بيك دايم جنبي وانا صاحي ونايم .. يلي ايامي بدونك ماهي من العمر

صوتك همسك بيتي وسفري .. قمري و شمسك ليلي وفجري

وانتي يا عيوني انتي ..قلبي وين ماكونتي ..يلي سواد عيونك افديه العمر

يالله يالله يالله وشكثر انتي جميله .. يالله يالله يالله شكثر انا احب

IloveYou❤️

اموت بنظره عيونك

Hey beautiful its a surprise for You <3 

When i'm With You everything is perfect i love the way you make me feel special i'm one lucky guy to have such a beautiful girl like you Your eyes i are so attractive your laugh is happiness you have the cutest smile and the cutest face iloveYou and i will always love You you're my one and only you're the reason i wake up with a smile cause i know i'll see a Goodmorning text your jokes , your love , your talk , your walk , your smile , your eyes , your laugh , your Everything i'm in love with you & me Forever okay? You're the one i'll fight Cause iloveYou girl i will always will <3

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الحب عيشة بس معاك واحب حب من وفاك رعاك الله للابد يا اجمل اوقات الملاك.. انا معاك يا ابعد قريب مهما عن عيوني تغيب معاي تبقى والمحك روز وسط قلبك هواك .. 

ايامي قربك تبتسم وما اشعر بلحظة الم كل الحياة بكبرها لا حزن ولا هم 

تاخذلي لك كل الدروب من قال انا عنك بذوب لو نار حبك تشتعل تبقى على راسه علم ...

يا من سكنت قلبي

So a new week and new surprises..

29.sep.13

Me : hatha w thane esbou3 mdars w zhagt

3abood : ee walla ana nafsik jad:)

Me : la tsoulf enta senior trou7 tsafr tdrs bara tstans

3abood : *laughing* ee ana adrs bara. Mrta7 m7ad yklmne aswe ele abee

Me : la7tha laish watheq ent w shnu gelt ayy jam3a UCLA  th7ktne

3abood : la la 3ad mu hathe shfeek 9a3ba::

Me : madry mnu kan ygoul *laughing* 

So my classmate bro came..

S3ood : ha shlonkum?

Me & 3abood : tmam

 

Sa3ood : ha 3zooz elyoum 3nde 7ag el biology project ha?

Me : ee enshalah

Sa3ood : zain

Me : agoul mnu 3laina al7een?

Sa3ood : Nicolas;s

Me : waai3 maynbl3 walla ytflsaf!!

3abood : *laughing* ee wayed ymda7 nfsaa 3bala a7san Teacher

Me : bthab6!

Sa3ood : w mnu 3laikum entaw?

3abood : George 

Me : hatha bu 9al3a el maleeq*laughing*

3abood : la walla khoush teacher efahem!

Me : ee okay yalla felha brou7 ndsh el class

3abood : yalla okay ! T3ale period 3 

Me : enshalah

3abood : edl wain t7at 3nd el gate 

Me : ee adl adl tra walla 10 years ana bl mdrsa wkl youm ajabl wayhik zain bfel mnik shwaiy yalla ethlef jam3a

3abood : mashe ana a3lmik!

Me : walla jad y3ne bl mdrsa ashoufik w bl weekend ashoufik bl shalaih n3am?!!

3abood : okay okay ana a3lmik!

Me : la atghshmar*laughing*

3abood : yalla dsh!

Me : okay yalla see you!

3abood : see you!

So i went to the class and bring out my notebook

Sa3ood : hatha ma ymout?!

Me : ouff wayed shayef nfsa!

Sa3ood : 7aaaill

Me : yalla ma3laih 

Sa3ood : ee walla

Me : la7tha mita ayeelk elyoum?

Sa3ood : t3al 4:30

Me : okay

I was concentrating with that bold head teacher with his huge belly i really dont know how he reach his toes 

Me : ma bghaina tkhle9 el period 

Sa3ood : 7aaaill wayed yaktb!!

Me : thb7na! El muhm ana brou7 7ag 3abood tyy?

Sa3ood : la yuba maly khlg 

Me : kaifek ana brou7 

So i went down stairs out to the gate

3abood : t3al t3al hne eg3ad!

Me : yala okay

3abood : mita bdsh el class?

Me : madry el muhm al7een shlonik wya N ?

3abood : mt'hawsh wyaha

Me : laish? 

3abood : bs 9ayra salfa

Me : aha kaifek khu ent mu awal mra!

3abood : *laughing* 

Me : enzain laish hne akhaf el principal y6la3 ga3deen 3nd mktba?

3abood : 3ade awal youm 6aaff

Me : okay

3abood : sma3t 9out?

Me : la2 shfeek?

3abood : fee 9out hnee shouf ymkn a7ad fta7 el bab

Me : okay

Guess who?

Principal : t3aall ent wyah!!!

Me : erketh!!!!!

3abood : yalla yalla rou7 el class!

Me : okay!

So we ran and arrived safely..

Lucky to me the principal didn't caught us...

2:00 p.m 

The bell rang!

Me : sa3ood 4:30 3ndik!

Sa3ood : okay!

So i went changed my clothes and sat in the the table and ate lunch with my family

Dad : ha shlon el mdrsa

Me : tmam

Dad : ee shed 7ailik abe 90% 

Me : enshalah , tra brou7 7ag sa3ood elyoum bnswe el project

Dad : okay project shnu?

Me : biology

Dad : okay

I finished eating and took a nap

At 4:00 pm 

3 missed call from "s3ood"

Me :  *calling* alo?

S3ood : ha wainek?

Me : yalla yalla al7een yay!

S3ood : okay bye

Me : bye

So at 4:30 i arrived s3ood's home we did the project together it was easy ..

S3ood : dsh twitter!

Me : okay laish?

S3ood : bs b36eek acc

Me : okk 

S3ood : yalla ektb "*********"

Me : okay *typing* ka shfta shfeeha?

S3ood : shrayek?

Me : madry 3adya 

S3ood : *laughing* okay

I read her bio and saw her ask i clicked it..

I scrolled in her page it was so normal then.. I saw that 3 like it was her bestie 

Her personality was amazing her sense of humor was perfect i didn't know how but that 3 answers stolen my heart

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انا منهو .. انا ويني .. انا ضاعت عناويني

مش شفتك .. يا اغلى الناس

تغير كل شي فيني رجعت ارسم سهم وقلب

رجعت اكتب اغاني حب

ورد الشوق يرويني

تغير كل شي فيني

عشت الحب وجربته قبل لألقاك وتلقاني

عرفته وما تحملته تمنيت انه ينساني

لكن اليوم لاقيتك وخفق قلبي وحبيتك

وشفت الحب يرويني تغير كل شي فيني